completely new
Don't worry, I'm still FF7Wizard, it's just that things are changing in my life. All my stuff is still here, but I wanted to update my index page since I really haven't done it in a while. And this page basically represents me.
I'm finally starting to figure out my personality, but it's showing some pretty bad side-effects. One of the things that I've noticed, is that I can't hold a strong friendship at all. At first, everything in the friendships are as great as can be, but later, others do not want to be around me and they loose intrest and I'm left in the dark once again.
Another thing, is that I can't trust people. I've tried once, but unfortunately, it failed very badly. I thought that person was going to stick by my side as much as I would stick by their side. By saying that, I mean like joined at the hip style. But they found other people and began to forget about me, leaving in my house all alone.
Also, this one is strange and hard to describe. On every camping trip, I've always noticed others wanting to go back to their parents. But when I'm out in the wilderness, I don't think about that at all. Most of the time I just think about what comes up in my mind. Sometimes it's friendships, sometimes it crushes, sometimes it's fear of something that may be able to happen. But I never think about home at all.
These are all reasons why I chose the name "lonesome wolf." I guess it just sort of fits me. I cry out to others, but I barely get a response back. I'm basically happy where ever I am. But I'm used to it. I've been stuck that way ever since I was born. I don't know if it's a curse or a gift.
Just before I start with my site, I just want to tell everyone that this is just the basic design of my site. Later, I'm going to add some pictures. You can probably already tell that they are all going to be some wolf pictures. The people who know me as FF7Wizard know that if I look for pictures, I only look for the best. So, keep in touch and see if I've found any good ones yet. If you have a really great picture of one, send it to me and I'll put it up on my site and I'll put a link to your page for the generous gift.
my explanation
This is my new index page. I've been trying to think of different themes to use in the past, but this one had struck me at 3 in the morning. That's another strange thing, I only get my ideas when I'm in a depression stage and it's very late at night. So far, I'm getting ideas left and right, and hopefully I can keep going on this one and finally finish it.
As for the other parts of the site. All the MS-DOS reports links are basically some of my site ideas that I really never had the chance to put anything really creative in there. There was the idea of the "webpage helper guide site", but I guess my mind thought that the site would take too long to make and it dropped it. I don't know what to say about my Final Fantasy VII sites. Final Fantasy VII is now basically dead in my mind. I've tryed to keep it alive as long as I could, but it just has no more flare in it. Maybe someday when I'm really bored, I might keep editting the site, but so far it's looking pretty grim. The other pages are just some stuff that I threw together. Some are okay, others are just plain basic.
I can already tell that I'm boring you with all this wonderful information. But I haven't been able to really talk to anyone lately because no one will call, and I still trust no one. I don't know what to do about it. I know, I can hear you guys say, "that's why you need to reach out to people and get out more." I've tryed that philosophy in the past, and it's brought great pain to me. Who knows, maybe someday I might be able to come back and trust people, but I have no idea when that's going to happen. Here's the links to the site, hope you enjoy it.
all the links
my wolf pictures
Alright, this is my gallery of wolf pictures. I've only got solos
in there, but they are all high quality. I thank all the other sites
that gave me those pictures. Right now, there are only 24,
but it will grow as time goes on.
click here
the ms-dos report
(frames)
This is the first page that I created using Adobe Photo Deluxe. It's also during the time where I really paying attention to the html coding for all browsers.
click here
the ms-dos report
(non-frames)
This is my first real attempt at a professional look for a design. Unfortunately, it's a very big design and takes a good while to load on 56k modems and lower.
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the ms-dos project
(frames)
This site looks really professional, but it only looks really good in Internet Explorer. Guess I just like using that a lot more than Netscape.
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the list of pictures
(non-frames)
Tripod basically is making me do this. This is the page that has all my pictures. It isn't very updated though, but it has over 200 pictures. At the FF7 site, you can view over 300.
click here
just a joke
(non-frames)
My friend and I did something that gave a lot of laughs my junior year. You'll have to read it to find out what I'm talking about. Just to let you know, we were in band when it happened.
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the band day at california
(non-frames)
For once, the school band finally gets to leave the state to do something. It hasen't been done in years. This page is an essay I did when I really bored. You'll see how bored I really was.
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final fantasy vii
(non-frames)
Well, I keep trying to finish, but I just never get there. The site's about half way complete though, and you are free to go anywhere you want in there.
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the list of midis and its
(non-frames)
This is something that Fortunecity is making me do. It's the same style as the pictures page, just for MIDI's and IT's.
click here
more updates
Sorry this design is so basic, remember that it's four o'clock in the morning right now. But I like it so much better than my other design. I hope you do to. The rest of this page is going to display my friend's pages and all the ways you can contact me or leave me a message. I'm also going to display my sponsers for my Final Fantasy VII site.
my friend's pages
ACE13Sniper's Page
This page basically explains itself. He likes using sniper rifles as his theme. I taught him the basics of HTML and he's learning quite fast.
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Hobbitof9's Page
Well, I don't know much to say about this one. ACE13Sniper and I are teaching HTML, but he doesn't really have the internet. Right now it's just a basic index page that we spiced up a little bit.
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OrphanofAmerica's Page
This is my good friend's site. We grew up learning HTML at the same time. Right now there isn't much, but I'd bet it'll grew once she gets the time for it.
click here
Planedude's Page
This person really really likes planes a lot. They are just starting on their site, but so far they have a lot of information. And I think this won't be the end.
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ways to contact me
[email protected]
[email protected]
my guest book
Sign My Guestbook
View My Guestbook
icq pager
all my sponsers
for webspace
other sponsers
that's it
Well, that's basically my site. Luckilly, I was able to finish this page within one day. I can't believe I accually did finish it. There really isn't much each to show about the site. I might get some more ideas later, but for right now, this is what I'm giving. I hope you had a good time here, I accually enjoyed putting all my sites together, which is a real shock to me. But oh well. See ya, thanks for visiting and even reading this part of the page.